Well I won't lie this was a really hard week for me, I went thru some stuff at home and it made me pretty depressed. I only ended up getting sick and throwing up like twice though! I won't lie that made me happy because even though I don't want to do it at all, slowing it down and learning how to eat healthy and keep the food in my stomach is my biggest struggle because most of the time when I do eat it makes me really depressed if it stays in my stomach. I don't really know how I got this way, other than it started when I was really young because I was always pressured on how I looked or what I was doing and it had to match up with with my parents wanted.
This week was hard but in many ways good aswell, I got a job at zumiez and it looks really promising because I don't think i'm going to even start at just being sales I got interviewd for assistent manager when the position opens and I think i'm going to start out as a key holder. So I am hoping it will all help me figure out where this crazy world is taking me.
I really need to go camping and spend time outside, I'm soo sick of the city right now it makes me feel as though I can't breath. I need air and space and nature, I know I sounds like a hippie but there is something about being outside that helps a person think clearly! Plus the colors of fall will make anyone feel safe.
grr IDK! =) The world is one huge amazing place. Just scary sometimes!
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