Mondays!

Mondays are defently the hardest for me and I think its because I always expect them to be better than the rest of the week or maybe its because of the tiny change from weekend to week.  I'm not sure all I know is I hate mondays! 
       I had a really good weekend, spent time in Oswego with friends and then came home to a very sweet boyfriend.  Jeff and I arnt perfect but he is wonderful and is a fighter and I like that in a person because I know that I'll have his support in anything.  Saterday we relaxed and then went with our friend Andy to go see Jackass 3D it was really funny I must say.  On Sunday we just relaxed then went and got hot cocoa from Recess and took a nice walk.  In all honesty the was probably my favorite thing all weekend!  I love hot cocoa!
        Today itself is not doing well I ate something that made me sick and ended up throwing it all up, that is a huge part of this whole change is just getting used to eating and keeping it down and recognizing if its a mind trick or if it is actually making my stomach ill.   There is alot of stress in my life whenever I go to my parents house and that is also getting to me.  I wish I knew how to make things better, but I guess I can't help everyone. 
        I just honestly can't wait for this day to be over so that tomorrow can start out on a much better note!