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Well things have been sort of tough lately, I'm not really sure why, Jeff and I have had some issues that we have had to work out, but I know that we will.  My eating has been sort of sucky, and I'm not happy with myself for choosing to go a few days without eating but sometimes it feels like its the only thing that will help me feel better.  Is that bad?
Sometimes things are just tricky, I know that they will all work out though, everything in life happens for a reason. 


Thanksgiving went good, chris came with jeff and I to my families house in Belfast and I think they had a good time, It really means alot to me that Jeff tries to get along with my family.  It was also good time with my family.  


Christmas is coming now, and I'm getting nervous because I still have not been able to find a good job, and I know I won't have alot of many to spend on getting people gifts.  At the same time I know that gifts are not what matters.  Things will also work out =)
Jeff's parents came over last week and his mom helped me put  up the christmas tree, I was really stoked about that!  I really like his family and feel that I am so lucky to have a boyfriend who's family I actually really like =)